It seems these last few months, weeks, days, hours, minutes....take your pick....I've been "hitting it" quite hard. It's not just specific to smoking either. Although I feel I may be smoking a little more than normal. I'm sure it relates to the fact that I currently possess a large quantity of Hash. I don't seem to be smoking a larger amount than normal. I've had the Hash for more than 2 weeks and have gone through less than 2 grams of the 10. The last amount of weed I purchased was 9 days ago. Normally I would smoke 2 grams of weed in 10 days. So it would appear to that I am not using any more, but the abundance is slightly skewing my perception. Or is that the weed?
Along with all the dope smoking I've been doing, I have also been sucking back the alcohol at a pretty high rate. Just since since Friday afternoon...a mickey of vodka, 2 pints of Kilkenny Irish Cream Ale and 2 Jack and cokes...and it's only Saturday night. Seems the wife has been a little more accommodating in my alcoholic consumption over the last few months. The way to a man's heart is his ale glass?? Isn't that the saying? Or is that the ale?
I have always tended towards the binge aspect of addictive habits. As with most things that come within arms reach of me...if I have it I spend it, eat it, drink it, smoke it, snort it, fuck it....until it ends
....usually a lot sooner than originally anticipated....but never regretfully....maybe a little....
Well, in keeping with my honest approach to our very valued friendship, i have to be honest with you. When i read this, i got depressed. so i smoked a bowl of OG, poured myself a triple dry martini and proceeded to climb the mountain and now I want to fuck it, smoke it and drink it too!! Woot Woot!!
ReplyDeleteWow, wasn't expecting to elicit that kind of response!! It was written as more of a self realization that I may have been hitting the sauce a little too hard these past couple of days. =))
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